so this is my situation...

okay so i just decided id write about whats gong on "romantically" in my life.

so at the beginning of this semester i saw this guy in 2 of my classes: close relationships and interviewing counseling skills. his name is john and hes 31. so anyway i would say hi to him and be all flirtatious and whatever. eventually i sat next to him in interviewing. so like we went to lunch a couple times....then since i got to know him a little better i realized hes like my dad a lot. and now i cant stand him. hes a very conservative, religious pothead who has some anger issues. so like i realized all this right before we were supposed to smoke and have lunch together. and i didnt cancel it, as much as i wanted to. but now he annoys the shit out of me and i think he likes me. like he tells me that im his girl and shit like that. so like i dont want to hurt him because you know im not a bitch. but i just dont want to talk to him anymore. and now i like the guy that sits next to him, whos closer to my age but its weird because hes only 20 and i like my men with one foot in the grave. but i still really, reallly like this guy dan. who ive been seeing since i was 19 on and off. hes my perfect match i think.

Lol religious pot heads.

i know right

How did that work out?

well it didnt? i guess...idk i still talk to him daily.

Wow.... I feel for you, I had a problem kinda like this myself, 36 year old women liking me... you may have to be a bitch, I know I did. I told her how I felt, and was pretty blunt... and she didnt give up, still asking me over for dinner even though I had a gf. So I had to be a dick, and that worked pretty well. Havent heard from her sence.

i cant be like that...idk ill just deal with it...

meanwhile theres this other guy kevin, my best friend's cousin. i just found out he has a thing for me. (i swear its the boobs) and i had agreed to go out as what i though of as friends going out thing with him, kristi and her bf. i didnt realize he was asking me out like on a date. he begged kristi for my number and was bitching about how ever since i got my car i havent talked to him. which isnt true. i didnt talk to him before that for the longest time. hes just not my type. hes shorter than what i like to date. i have a height requirement of 6'ft+ and i know im short, im 4'11" but i like to come up to guys chests. anyway i dont like him. kristi told me he'd "take care of me" so maybe ill use him a bit...lol but probably not. damn my conscience.

melissa wrote: hes just not my type. hes shorter than what i like to date. i have a height requirement of 6'ft+ and i know im short, im 4'11" but i like to come up to guys chests. anyway i dont like him..

That's pretty damn superficial of you.
Height.. really? I mean I can see it being a remote preference,
But to not date someone just because they are several inches too short?!!
Which still sounds like they'd be at least a foot taller than you anyway...

No amount of boobs can help you atone for being THAT shallow.
- And I'm a man about boobs!

there *are* other reasons. im just not into him.

so today after my close relationships class that i have with the conservative pothead he was all like melissa wanna go smoke...? and i cant say no to anything...so i was like sure. knowing that it would be in my room and itd be my weed. so we smoked and i was like im not smoking that much so i can go to work. but the entire time i was like i dont want to be here with you in my head. so yeah. idk i feel bad